What are we doing?” he cried to his friend Alipius. “Unlearned people are taking Heaven by force, while we, with all our knowledge, are so cowardly that we keep rolling around in the mud of our sins!”
This famous son of St. Monica was born in Africa and spent many years of his life in wicked living and in false beliefs. Though he was one of the most intelligent men who ever lived and though he had been brought up a Christian, his sins of impurity and his pride darkened his mind so much, that he could not see or understand the Divine Truth anymore. Through the prayers of his holy mother and the marvelous preaching of St. Ambrose, Augustine finally became convinced that Christianity was the one true religion. Yet he did not become a Christian then, because he thought he could never live a pure life. One day, however, he heard about two men who had suddenly been converted on reading the life of St. Antony, and he felt terrible ashamed of himself. “What are we doing?” he cried to his friend Alipius. “Unlearned people are taking Heaven by force, while we, with all our knowledge, are so cowardly that we keep rolling around in the mud of our sins!”
He was baptized, became a priest, a bishop, a famous Catholic writer, Founder of religious priests, and one of the greatest saints that ever lived. He became very devout and charitable, too. On the wall of his room he had the following sentence written in large letters: “Here we do not speak evil of anyone.” St. Augustine overcame strong heresies, practiced great poverty and supported the poor, preached very often and prayed with great fervor right up until his death. Source
Of all the saints in the Catholic world, I can claim that its Saint Augustine is my role model. Like him, I was lost and was lead astray. I have once been an enemy of the Catholic Church, branding it unbending, monolithic and uncompromising. But like Saint Augustine, I felt something empty in my life but later realized that happiness and contentment can only be found in the unconditional faith and devotion to God. Yes, I am a sinner and I am aware of that. But that does not become a hindrance to go back to God and rest in His welcoming and comforting embrace. After looking back at past lifestyle and discover God through his son Jesus Christ, like Saint Augustine, I muttered, “Too late have I loved you.” But in the eyes of God, they say, there are no late comers.
Happy fiesta to Saint Augustine and Happy fiesta to Cagayan de Oro City and all Kagay-anons!















